BLUE TEARS

Part of the story of my life..... POETICALLY

He stole from me, not just my sanity, but the youth of my mentality and covered me with his hatred and it hates me...... you didn’t want him to touch you but you kept touching me,,,, you sacrificed my virginity for your own insecurity..... 5 and you 15.... you strong and me fighting helplessly, I cried for help and reached for a door knob on a cold fl...oor religiously and no one helped me, little me, 5 year old me...... they had so much to do occupied with their drinking incessantly....... and daddy beating mommy till she was dead to me emotionally.... so she left me there in a pool drowning in adult minded struggling when I should have been simply comfortable in adolescent mind capacity.......... and who was there for me????...... me, and then there was me, I had my back profusely, liberally, see I had all the time in the world for me but truthfully until I found God and his loving me eternally, even I could not help me, fully not really......

REVELATION OF OPPORTUNITY

Revelation of Opportunity

my hands are bleeding trying to spill this
i waited up to fall asleep hoping that you would get the jist
my words were placed together from shards of a hopeful spirit
blessed to be a part of a circle of hope i wo...uldnt miss it
i wouldnt have pulled you from my world into yours
this is not a type of playing mindset not dizzy Disney tours

coerce me transform my ability
not lonely invest in my opportunity
washed daily connect with my spirituality
hear me today I speak with clarity


My mind wanted me to get lost in your ability to unfold
This is a story of the grace that have been foretold
I lost me somewhere behind your past and my misfortune
Where did you find my heart laying? Please tell me you are a surgeon
Breathing heavily and knowing that you have seen the passion in my eyes
Talking with you left me feeling sure that daily I must see to it my flesh dies

coerce me transform my ability
not lonely invest in my opportunity
washed daily connect with my spirituality
hear me today I speak with clarity


I imagined your freedom, while the chains were around my neck
I starved in a freezing summer on a flaghip, hoping our hearts would not wreck
I watched you fight a battle in the spirit of battle, sure of your victory
Thank you for showing me love the right way…. Synergy
You wouldn’t have called me out of obscurity
Unless you were sure that my peculiarity was sure…. surety

coerce me transform my ability
not lonely invest in my opportunity
washed daily connect with my spirituality
hear me today I speak with clarity

Last night I heard it so clearly, go forward surely
This morning I was firm planted into freedom absolutely
Appreciating your ability to speak what has been etched inside of you
God is amazing the way he lives inside of you, speaks through you
Thankful for family that comes in ways that obstruct the blood line
This time when I step off the potters table, I can be sure that victory is truly mine
coerce me transform my ability
not lonely invest in my opportunity
washed daily connect with my spirituality
hear me today I speak with clarity

Did you hear me?
TRANSFORM MY ABILITY
I am talking to you
INVEST IN MY OPPORTUNITY
Are you feeling me?
CONNECT WITH MY SPIRITUALITY
Understand me,….
TODAY I HAVE SPOKEN WITH CLARITYSee More